It's filled with many ideas. The Netflix tab I had open for hours that I'm always trying, that I'm always eager to find slash start a new project that I have searched, that I have searched Google Flights one too many times, drying, searching for a vacation to escape. For an excuse to vacation where no one knows me. I repeatedly think about leaving my life for something. I couldn't tell you what that something is, but it's not where I am, and I need to go to every state, city, or country to find what I've been trying to find where I belong. .
It tells you I want to learn a language, going back and forth between Spanish, Russian, and Arabic. Getting so overwhelmed that I want to be a polyglot and learn them all just to start and not finish them. When I lose my motivation and they go to the sunken place like the sign language course I took for about two weeks and got irritated at the commitment that I have asked that I have looked at two dozen cars and I won't get one because I can give me anxiety or that I have tabs open for shoes and clothes that I don't need and trying really hard not to buy. I have a spending problem, and I'm not ashamed to admit it. It would also say that I'm the password child and my family doesn't know how to use technology that they had access to for decades before me. That I love Pinterest and building my fictional house, planning the non-existent wedding or life.
So, in a nut shell I have ADHD